well I am not pregnant, thank God for that. I really don't know what I would do if I were. I have been real testy lately and my muscles have been reacting to that. My boyfriend and I have been doing better, thankfully he understands some about my bipolar he just does not understand the fybromyalgia and why I am always in so much pain. I try to get him to read stuff about it but he still has not done so. At least I recognize the signs of my bipolar acting up and I can try to keep my distance from everyone. I also have a back up if I cant control it. My doctor gave me some valuim to help me relax and to help ease the stress some. That is also something I only take if nothing else works. Today I am going on a double date with my good friend and her husband to a hockey game and then tomorrow we are taking the kids to another hockey game. I am not even a hockey person. Boyfriend gets free tickets from his boss every now and then so he will take the kids and I will go along just to have some family time.