Today seemed to be like everyother day. Wake up in pain from a bad nights sleep. The house is cold because I have not been able to put oil in the tank due to lack of funds and deisel is low. Thankfully oil delivery is coming on Monday. My boyfriend/exhusband ( I don't know what to call him, He is my exhusband but we are dating again.) Had the day off because his boss wont pay for overtime. I can't wait till he gets his insurance so that he can go out on his own. The cold is not helping with the pain. My muscles cringe and become tender and sore. I have also been feeling a little spacier then usual. My kids are always picking on me because my memory is so short that I forget what I said five minutes ago. But this is a different kind of spacey. I have trouble staying focused and cant concentrate on anything. I am sitting in bed with my heating pad trying to get caught up on homework, that is very hard to do when you can't focus or concentrate. I have been learning that when my fibromyalgia acts up so does my bipolar and visa versus. If I am feeling blue I am usually in pain. I have also learned that having a dog, believe it or not, has helped with both. Being winter, where I usually hybernate, I am forced to take the dog for walks, which gives me excersize that I would not normally get, and I have a companion that knows when I am in pain and just will lay with me.
Well enough for today, till tomorrow and ta ta for now.
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