Today was a day like any other. Ok well maybe not, been in pain today but that is not much out of the ordinary. My moods are going crazy and it is very hard for me not to explode or say something I may regret. I am constantly putting myself in check. I do consider myself lucky, though, I am able to recognize these episodes and try to control them. I just wish it were easier. On days like this I tend to hibernate in my room which tends to be stressful for the family. I wish they understood better but I don't know how to explain it to them in a way that they understand.