took the kids to see Percy Jackson and the olympians today. It was pretty good. Then took them out to dinner. Probably shouldn't have spent the money but it is not often that I get to do something like that with them. I have been in denial lately. I started smoking again but only a very few people know about it. My family does not know and I don't want them to because they will be disappointed Plus I plan on stopping. I should not be smoking though cause I am on birth control and I am over 35. Got my period today which I am ok with. I won't have it when the kids go away so that will be nice.