Christmas

Well we did not have a white Christmas this year but it did snow all day today and is supposed to keep snowing for a couple days. I like the look of snow but everytime I step outside my whole body stiffens right up and by the time I come back in the house I am a lot of pain. I have not slept real well in a while and my moods are more numb than anything. I was atleast able to give the kids a better Christmas than I thought I would so it was a good day yesterday. Christmas eve we went to one of my best friends' for a Christmas party. It was nice to spend some time with friends since my life has been very busy lately. I have started going to aquatic therapy again and have been in and out of the doctors as well as trying to keep up with my school work. I have been having a hard time staying focused, have been able to hide my stress levels from all my friends and family so that they are not worrying about me. As long as I keep telling myself what I need to do and what is right I should be fine.
Sometimes I really wish that I did not have to deal with the pain of fibromyalgia as well as the moods of being bipolar at the same time. They trigger eachother so if one gets worse so does the other. The good part of that is when one is doing good than it is most likely that the other one will as well.